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Monday, November 30, 2009
I am not sure, how shall i put it across about my feelings, right now at this very moment. Yesterday was a bad bad day for me, which causes me to be in hospital and landed myself in critical care area.It was so bad to a state that i nearly turn unconcious yesterday, the doctors tried their best to let me regain my concious.. There is voices telling me to pull it thru, and here am i blogging...
I couldn't bear to elobrate what have happened to me yesterday, till now i am still upset what have happen.. Due to some incident, i nearly lost my life after coming back from Malaysia...
It's like god given me stengthen to stay on, and asked me not to leave till my day has come. But due to this, i lost something very precious to me..
All causes, because i never expected it and due to some bad quarrelling between me and dearie and causes my body collapsed down.
Yesterday, dearie was so panicked after quarrelling which me as he saw my sms-es telling him that i cannot take it anymore as the stomach pain is killing me.. he quicken to send me to hospital and i almost lost my conciousness..
It took me 30 mins to regain half of my concousiness.. been doing blood test, urine test and ECG as well.. all not really as normal as i thought so.. Urine traces blood, high PH and slight abnormality heart beat been traced as well..
When doctors asking me questions, i couldn't even think of any, as my mind practically was blanked out.. totally couldn't recall what have happens..
They can't really give me a right diagnosis, and just send me back home to rest.. so i have spoke to my boss, she been nice to grant me ONE week leave for me to rest..
And, what should i do for now is to rest, without any disturbance and must be stress free for now..