I've been disappeared for a few days, not because i went for a holiday, is i was sick-ed for the past few days and admitted to Singapore General Hospital (SGH). I have fever since the Christmas night till Wednesday. I did not see a doctor as i felt that it maybe a small issue, so i just purely consume panadol to lower the temperature.

But however, it doesn't work and the whole night i couldn't sleep at all. But i still continue to take panadol and the cough is getting bad to worse. Until Monday, i went to my house GP and the GP said that it's just a viral flu so just take some flu medication and panadol (again) and it should help in my condition. He also asked me to monitor my temperature. So i did that..

By Tuesday, the fever went even higher instead of coming down. And i feel like my whole body is tearing apart. Which makes me feel lousy and uncomfortable. Up to no choice, i got to drag my body to the hospital. Upon reaching, i was already left less than 10 percent of energy, when the nurse sees me i was like a "huh" look.

She asked me to wait at the fever zone as my fever went up to 39.2 degree. Waited again and finally seen a doctor and wait again for result and so on and so forth.. While waiting, i crouch on the chair as i was really really not feeling good. One of the nurse, quickly pull me up and get me a trolley to rest. If without her assistance, i doubt i could even climb up to the trolley.

I rested but still not feeling good. Until about few hours waiting the doctor came with a senior doctor and told me that i have Pneumonia. I was like "huh" again.. i was been pushed to isolation room and suppose to rest there for 8 hours. But 2 hours later, there is a professor came and told me that i could also have dengue as my platelets are low as well. I even more "huh"..

He advised me to stay in the hospital and i agreed. So on that day i was been admitted for drip and anti-botic treatment.

Here is some photos i took:





It was quite torture to stay there, so noisy and it hard to sleep whenever there's nurses and doctors keep coming to you. The real rest is at home.. No one, will disturb you.. woohoo! This is what i like to be at home! yeah.. So for now, i am home-bound which i don't mind and rest till the day reporting to division. Yippie!

Last photo:



"An apple a day keeps doctor away, two apple a day will keep the nurses away as well" Quoted by my friend. LOL..

Photo taken in Dojo, with sir steven and close friends.

Oh yes! Today is my official last day in TRACOM. I am so HAPPY with it. But of course, there will be some people i will miss them for sure. I almost teared when we apart from the cck station. Oh well, life has to go on.. I hope my best/close buddies all the best in whatever they do, sincerely from my heart.


Lamb chop, ordered from TRACOM cafeteria


Onion rings, ordered from TRACOM cafeteria

The photos above i ordered from our cafeteria, and i was so crazy enough to take it. But of course, one of it i will miss is the food at cafeteria.

After today, i will start to slack but of course, i am not going to slack all the way. I still need to do some training to condition my body for my upcoming marathon. Why i decided to go for it? One, is a challenge for me to challenge my tolerance and physical. Second, something new to try and lastly, something that is a good way to maintain my fitness.

I am planning to go for Real Run and further more (still planning in process).. As well, i am also planning how shall i spend my holiday during this season. What to do, i am single now. Got to come up with things to entertain myself. LOL!

Alright, enough of it. Anyway, our SPI video are out for the Ex-CID HQ investigation.

For part one video, you can click for my past post;

That's all for now! Bye..!

Today there's one idiotic bitch really irritates me. When she need help, she than talks to you nicely. When she don't need your help, she treat you as nothing. Like today, she came and ask me somethings which relates to her than she talks to me nicely.

When her friend ask me about one of the event, and i just be kind to just answer her doubt. And, she just say "why you know so much of things?" and "why is your organization organizing?" such related questions. Hello?? I am not talking to you and i am just answering to YOUR friend doubts. So, don't ask me as though i own you. Want to talk, please be nice.. I wonder did your parents teach you manners.

Alright, stop all those nagging. I can't stop those people mouth of asking, just have to tolerate such people nonsense. Argh!..

Anyway, i was so into funny videos recently. Perhaps affected from my lecturer and the videos i can just watch and watch without feeling sick. Here is one of the video:




"Twinkle twinkle little star (indian version)"

Heard that she's actually a professor way back in India, and according to it, she teaches music (if not mistaken). But how true is it, i am not that sure. But i feel it's really entertaining.

Another one is the "laughing baby", it's really makes your day by watching those innocent baby laughter.



Here is another one, "Evil look":



It's really funny! I falling in love with all this videos.. And it's really relax and make you more calmer.

Lastly, let me end with a funny animal video..



If i have more time, i will try to upload more interesting videos to entertain you guys! bye..

Went to a late night investigation with SPI on the 17 Dec 10 and they did an awesome job. And this time, we went to Ex-CID HQ. There is few new guys was there like, James, Ken, Vincent and so on and so forth. Also old birds like me, intel, sponge, desmond and captain. As well, our producer IZ and guest appearances/investigator Noel Boyd, here is his blog,

We were there for 5 hours and we managed to capture a few evidence. It was fun and awesome.


The isolation cell

There is also video of it, this is Part one of the video and part two will be coming soon..

Oh not only that SPI are also official partners of 13 Cells, you maybe interested to come to have a tour at ex-CID HQ..

I already started driving on the road for the past 2 days, been like a idiot driving as i am not familiar with the road. So, yesterday i went to pick up the car at Commonwealth Car Mall with my best buddy, when coming out from the Car mall both of us were lost. And, have no idea where to go. So, i suggested her that she'll look on my map while i drive her back home.

So, we left the car mall with no sense of where we are heading, we keep turning here and there till we managed to figure where to hit out to expressway. But what make me shock is i didn't realise that my fuel tank left less than 1/2. I was in the panic state, thankfully that my buddy went to call her bf to check and he told us not to worry, should be more than enough. As such, we continue to proceed to the expressway.

Once we reached the expressway, out of horror, the expressway was so JAM! Moreover, i am a newbie on the road which really frighten me out. Luckily, i have a someone to sit in with me while driving. She encouraged me even, she appeared to be worried but still put confident in me. I was so touched by what she did. We managed to get out of expressway and hit in to yishun area. But we missed alot of turns and keep doing countless of U-turn.

From 5pm onwards till 7 pm plus, we then managed to reach her place. And till than, the tank left less than 1/3. We quickly do top-up and rested awhile, before i head back home.

After resting, i drive out and try me best to get to expressway, and it took me 15 mins to get my way to expressway and head to mandai road. It was so eerie driving and best of all there's a number of vehicles illegal park there. It's really a road obstruction to me.

I hack care and continue driving, when i almost reaching PIE and i suppose to exit somewhere woodlands. However, i didn't.. i thought was another exit, by than it's too late for me to change lane..

So, i went out another way and managed to reach bukit panjang but silly me again do the wrong turn and landed back to PIE or BKE.. T.T

I have to find exit out again and made a U-turn (which i can't remember where is the exact place that i managed to make a U-turn.) back to bukit panjang. And it took me for like an hour or so to reach fajar and guess what, i can't do a proper parking! Damn it!

Up to no choice, i called my friend to come down to do a parking, and he laughed at me for a silly parking i did..

I couldn't sleep during the night as it so horror for me to drive on the road with soo much silly mistakes i made, which shouldn't be happening and it happened. So funny right? I think many drivers thinking i could i get my license.

Today driving i also miss my way to HTA and made a sooo abrupt U-turn and i bet there is a lot of drivers laughing on my "violent" turning. sad la!

I also seek help from my friend and one of my friend came for my rescue and did the parking for me again! And, he is willingly to teach me after the course.

Than after our course, as promised my friend sent me to bedok to collect my toy and he drive around to show me the way. And, lastly he drop himself at sengkang. So i took over and drive, and i used what he has taught me. And out of surprise, it's much easier after heeding his advise. Not much horning from the back and so on.. It went smoothly till i reach somewhere exiting expressway, i went to the wrong one as my iphone dropped from the dashboard and lost of the connection for more than 30 mins.

In the end, i landed at Boon Lay and as usually call my friend to seek help again. And this time, it's much clearer as i think i lost my way, don't know how many times. Concurrently, my GPS from Iphone function again, and i tried getting back. Indeed reached home safety and my parking is better!

But i still ask my friend and he coach me on the parking, which by one try i managed to get in. But still, my parking still SUCKS! Blame myself for so slow in learning!

Alright, anyway i intend to introduce my new toy that i get from CEJ equipment. This is the second time i patronize them, and surprisingly they still remember me and introduce me a cheap and good functioning torchlight.

I am quite obsess on torchlight and quite particular on it, especially after my first torchlight has spoiled no other torchlight can compared to CEJ equipment torchlight. Theirs are good and practical in use, as well they don't anyhow recommend torchlight. So long, you tell them what you want and the cost you target of, they will recommend you what you want. Just as simple as that.

So this time they recommend me this:




It's quite powerful and it shines very bright even in the room light on.. This is one example that i shine on my room lighted room.



According to them, it can shine as far from one block to another block or even more. I was surprise of the power of brightness it can go. It comes with rechargeable batteries or AA batteries. I chose rechargeable batteries as i'm quite lazy on buying batteries and it kind of waste of money.



This the charger, inside consist of one battery. One more battery is already in the torch itself. So 2 batteries was given by them. It cost me about 90 plus dollars. Which i think it's worth it.

If you are interested in such torch you may want to contact them at this numbers:



The original price is somewhere 100 dollars plus. Due to i know them so i get such discount. So please don't be confused. *thick skin*

Alright that's all i am blogging, i am going to sleep. Tmr i have one more minor test. Bye!

I already POP-oh.. Passed out since 8 Dec, and my friends came for my parade and they bought me flowers. It's really pretty! Serious! I fall in love with lilies.. hahas..

Also, i have said the answers and free from relationship, i think i may help the both of us from hurting each other, since i can't bring myself to forgive him. Although, we are no longer together, i still hope all the best for him.

Today i went out to open new account, and finally decided to save extra money even i have save in my insurance. But still want to save more, and it's for my car dream. Hahas! I was in the bank like 1 to 2 hours, it was so crowded and many paper work to be done.. T.T

After it, i went IMM to re-contract my iphone and it took me another an hour or so.. it's like waiting forever! bought a few stuffs, like contact lenses a few boxes and my friend gift which already cost me a few hundreds.. T.T bankrupt already.. No choice, i force myself to save so can't spend much either.

So next month onwards, i will have to save extra more.. need to save, save, save. LOL!

This is my perfume that i aimed for sometime..:



That's all.. see ya!

I am so delighted to inform you guys that i am passing out soon as a full-pledged Police Officer..! Awesome right?.. Officially i am passing out by this upcoming Wednesday, in fact we are now considered as a graduate but need to be official by our commissioner on that day!

No doubt that it'll be my most happiest event for me, i put lot of efforts and tears in this career, and i am looking forward of my newly embarked career. Thankfully to my supportive friends, who keep encouraging me all the way through out my training, even now they still giving me the moral support. And, i didn't let anyone down.. Especially i need to thank you captain, despite his busy schedule, he's willing to give me revision and hear me repeating the answers without any complains.. lol.. and my sureties, who willingly to come and sign my bond without complains and moreover, it was a very last minute call.. I really appreciate those people, who helped me during my difficult times..

Finally now, i am going to graduate and step to the reality of the world but no doubt i will carry on fighting till the end.. hahas.. sounds like i am going for a full battle..

Well, i also need to give an answer to a person.. i am still not ready in giving the answer cause i still can't forget what has happened in the past. Been ditch aside when i in need of help.. Memories flow in my mind, which can't be forget, a wound which is deeply hurt and not willingly to wake up.. which i doesn't want to recall again. I never been hurt as much as what my parent has did to me. A person who i close with and always giving tons of chances which never been appreciate. Whatever i have done, which never been put in heart and thrashed me which hurtful remarks.. Especially when something big had happened, and never expected the answer will be.. which really disappointed to the max! How could i forgive you??.. Seriously, is hard for me to forgive a person who really breaks my heart, over and over again..

Well, i am confused. I wished to be alone and don't want to dwell on this too much. Even any guys come to me, i am shifting myself away. I am really scared.. This time i am really scared.. scared been hurt, scared to tears.. No more trust to anyone.. T.T

Alright, i shall not think again.. or not, seriously a happy event will make me tear like mad woman..

Is a regret that i can't march with my squad mates as i so-called "dislocated" my shoulder during my attachment. But my spirit will be always be with them.. I am soo looking forward this wednesday! Woohoo!