What shall i post today.. Recently, i have been asked to go on leave so i have some time to spare or even to train for my upcoming marathon.

I've been dreaming lately, well who don't dream isn't it? How shall i phrase it? For me, due to some special ability i have, i dream things which is related to a certain things or which has happened or haven't yet. They called it something like "deja-vu".

I dreamt of i have a little kid for the past few months. And it seems to me is a little girl trying/learning to talk. Well, she is a pretty little kid.. But i wasn't sure why i will dream of her or maybe it happen for a reason.

It consistently coming to my dream on and off or would say randomly. I am so puzzled and as well, in the background i saw a guy i am not sure who is this fella. But some how familiar to me.. but well i do not wish to think much at this present moment.

I know there is friends are concerning about me, as recently i had some mood swings and always hide feelings without telling to anyone. It happens after my previous relationship, i started to fear of everything. I appear to be strong but in actual fact i am not. I smile and laugh but my heart still feels hurt.

Colleagues tried to match make but i am fear, my friends match make i am fear too.. seriously i thought i have forgot every things happened to me.. but in fact no.. There's some memories keep stuck in my mind.. some things happened which i will never forget.. even till now..! At times, i feel silly things should have long forget and should have put it down or just jolly well forget but i simply can't.

Maybe girls tends to take longer time to recover than guys. I hate myself to be so emotional.. I hate myself to be so weak.. Simply hate myself..! argh!

Today supposed to be a rest day but in the end, i have to head back to DHQ for our in-service. The purpose of going back is to update our knowledge and create awareness of what happening around. So we have to meet our DTL by 8.15am and eventually, i came first and slowly the others. After awhile, we went for inspection and pledge taking.

After which, all of us head to auditorium for our in-service. It lasted well, and i didn't know my friends in other team involved as well. They show a video of a skit which they did on last month at Singapore Polytechnic. I didn't know it was so funny, because of funny it made us more aware about their latest product. It's an interesting product, which will assist in our future work. I would say is madly awesome, great work, great effort of them. It used up all their rest days or even work days to finish the project. Madly awesome team work!~

And lastly, we ended with our division WII competition of some boxing game. We indeed enjoyed a lot, at least something to relax and enjoy during our rest days. As well, to foster our relationship with different departments. I really enjoyed..

After we end, i decided to head back home as i am really tired. Lazy bum me!.. On the way, while i was crossing the road to the bus stop, one idiotic taxi driver intended to beat the red light and what happened next is the taxi landed up so near me till it was like almost going to hit me! I was like WTF! It happened so fast till i can't even react on time.. Thanks god, that i am still in one piece! My immediate actions is to take note of the taxi number and while doing that the taxi driver realize that i am a police officer. His expression turned real pale. I don't give a damn and walked off. What i will do is to feedback to comfort delgro and let them take action against him! *angry*

I took a bus and head home. I was so dead tired while watching my online shows i ended sleeping in front of my laptop. So funny! Later i will send a official email to comfort about earlier incident! Now i should rest again, tml i need to work morning..!