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Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Just realised that my last post was on Aug.. OMG! I've totally neglected my blog.. Oh gosh..! In fact, been telling myself to continue to maintain the blog as it has been with me for so long. And, kind of reluctant of letting it go. It contained about what happened in the past and the stupidity of me that I've done. Not to forget the happy memories are all in this blog. So kind of having love-hate-relationship with this blog. LOL!Well, been through so much and especially my current work place. I'm from a person who doesn't scold vulgar and to the extend that i've to be strong like a man. From a non-nasty person and evolve to a nasty person. After working for coming 2 years and that's how I turn myself into. I'm no longer the old me who don't scold people to a scolding machine if anyone who tries to irritate me. I teared, I cried in work and trying to cope and manage with the working style.
But I tell myself that I cannot lost my own self. I have to control and get back some of my old me. I do hope that one day some part of me will be back. So I can be myself! ~ Kind of random. But seriously I am losing some of me after been through so much.... my old me, please return to me..~ Hahaha!
Ok, shall stop the crap..! >.< It's coming to the end of the year and yes, I am going to be more busy as this month will be a long stretch of holidays for most of us. Except for those who is working in shift and do not have holidays in their calendar. So I am getting ready for rest less and work more. Nobody can understand someone who work more than 24 hrs and gets only like an exactly 1 day rest? rather on paper stating that we have 2 days of rest before getting the next shift. While we have such shift and when we are in the peak period, our work are like almost everyday and rest for like hours?Subsequently I have to work. Shifts start again and there goes again till the end of the year. Just hope that I pull through this month.. *Praying hard hard* Anyway bye! I'm kind of tired after work.. see you next time.. :P