Feel so bad for not been updating my blog. Been busy and partially I am lazy in updating as many things been happening. Nothing happen good for me. I was admitted to hospital during Christmas Eve and realized that my health is going downhill even I am doing exercising. But I am going for follow up. I am not going to say what I am having until further test has been done.

Then, I was been told that my grandmother was not feeling well and been travelling up and down to hospital. And, those who have my FB should know. As well, should know that my grandmother just passed away. It was heat breaking and recalled the days with her and the things she said really break my heart.

Till now, I am still coping with it. To date, I've yet really cry as I do not wish anyone to worry for me. Especially, my family..

No matter what, I will still try to cope whatsoever coming to me.. During the funeral, I was not really in good mood as my relatives really provoked me to the extend that I cried. As many things they are unaware of and tries to act as though they know me well. I dislike this kind of things. But however, I still try not to scold them or even raise up my voice. But I did show my unhappiness. Also, in the funeral I got closer with my younger cousins and get to play with them. It's make my mood slighter better. With them around does make my day...

However, I still can't get along with my second younger sister. She at times, she's really a pest who irritate you to a max. And, the way she talks to me is totally unacceptable to me. She wants people to help her but she don't help you unless there she gets something. Which irks me alot..! Also the way she show also make me piss off..

Well, I don't want to bother her anymore. I shall let her go and suffer until she realize what's right or wrong...

Hmm.. I am so tired to type further as these few days I have been driving up and down and almost got a few times of accident. Ok, I shall go and rest and tmr I have work to do.. byee.. that's all for now..!