Hmm.. Yesterday, went to collect my car and took me a hard time to drive back as it's manual. Dumb ass me, that i have sincerely return my manual driving skills back to my driving instructors. Idiot! While driving from Turf city to Bukit panjang at the time of 7pm to 8pm, the traffic was so horrible. Practically, the cars are so packed!..

I keep stalling my car while traffic jam as well as stopping the car! Many experience drivers horned me, i was so freaked out! Some even more irritating came beside my car and gave me a disgusted look. I understand as a female driver, i tend to lose to guy drivers. They have much better sense of driving and judgment better than girls. But, you have to give us a chance as well. I am trying my best to improve and trying my best not stall and i know a number of drivers are really patient with me and even use high beam to warn me if i nearly cut their lane, without realizing.

The reason for me to drive a manual car, firstly, something that is still within my budget. Secondly, fuel consumption friendly and lastly, good practice for controlling the car for beginners like me. It took me a really hard time to overcome whatever fear in me to drive back home and i nearly burst out crying when i stall my car multiple times. Even, i am piss-ed of myself..

People made comments about lady drivers and etc.. But did they know, people like me is trying very hard to learn to drive. I have no choice that i need to drive as my workplace to my house is far away from me and my job scope, i need to drive also. It's not easy for me..

I am bad on parking, always can't park straight or even park to whatever slot i want. So i force myself to park at super empty lots to practice till i am use to it.. At least for now, i can park in but still not that good. Still miss the slot i want and went to another slot instead.. But thankfully, no cars were around me. Or not, will be post to stomp for hitting cars and etc..

I promised that i will drive and park better.. to let you guys see that girls can drive! *humph*..

I also have to send my car for servicing, as i feel that the brake is a bit funny.. Maybe the ABS is giving me a hard time.. cause when i brake lightly it brake like super hard or sometime i feel is loose.. Anyway, i won't drive often, unless going to work or going out late to do some events.

Currently, i am watching some videos on driving, to adapt some techniques.. It's improved my three-point turn in fact. So, it's useful for me. Once i am free i will upload my car and the link about the videos. Now, i am going to rest. I am not feeling well today ~ That's all! Bye~