I am so delighted to inform you guys that i am passing out soon as a full-pledged Police Officer..! Awesome right?.. Officially i am passing out by this upcoming Wednesday, in fact we are now considered as a graduate but need to be official by our commissioner on that day!

No doubt that it'll be my most happiest event for me, i put lot of efforts and tears in this career, and i am looking forward of my newly embarked career. Thankfully to my supportive friends, who keep encouraging me all the way through out my training, even now they still giving me the moral support. And, i didn't let anyone down.. Especially i need to thank you captain, despite his busy schedule, he's willing to give me revision and hear me repeating the answers without any complains.. lol.. and my sureties, who willingly to come and sign my bond without complains and moreover, it was a very last minute call.. I really appreciate those people, who helped me during my difficult times..

Finally now, i am going to graduate and step to the reality of the world but no doubt i will carry on fighting till the end.. hahas.. sounds like i am going for a full battle..

Well, i also need to give an answer to a person.. i am still not ready in giving the answer cause i still can't forget what has happened in the past. Been ditch aside when i in need of help.. Memories flow in my mind, which can't be forget, a wound which is deeply hurt and not willingly to wake up.. which i doesn't want to recall again. I never been hurt as much as what my parent has did to me. A person who i close with and always giving tons of chances which never been appreciate. Whatever i have done, which never been put in heart and thrashed me which hurtful remarks.. Especially when something big had happened, and never expected the answer will be.. which really disappointed to the max! How could i forgive you??.. Seriously, is hard for me to forgive a person who really breaks my heart, over and over again..

Well, i am confused. I wished to be alone and don't want to dwell on this too much. Even any guys come to me, i am shifting myself away. I am really scared.. This time i am really scared.. scared been hurt, scared to tears.. No more trust to anyone.. T.T

Alright, i shall not think again.. or not, seriously a happy event will make me tear like mad woman..

Is a regret that i can't march with my squad mates as i so-called "dislocated" my shoulder during my attachment. But my spirit will be always be with them.. I am soo looking forward this wednesday! Woohoo!