Woohoo! Got to booked out early today as Coy Commander wants all the trainees to go back on time without any further delay! I was delighted upon hearing it! Woosh!..

For once, i book out at 5 plus but there's lot of confusion still.. Not sure to let the muslim go first or the non-muslim, than after much the Station Inspector decided to let us go early! Yeah, mad happy!

After walk out, me and my gal friend took bus to Lot 1 for a walk than accompanied her to wait for her BF than i went to buy food home to eat. I was so exhausted so i decided to take a cab instead of LRT. Upon arrival, i immediately change, bath and unpacked my stuff, eat and watch my favourite Channel 8 show "Unriddle". Mad awesome show! Simply loves the story, perhaps is a little related to my current work, which force me to think in a way to crack a case.

It's rather easy to detect the subject, in reality might not be that easy? hahas!..

Oh well, anyway i have passed my SBT, drill test and etc.. Now we left 4 more and lastly DRIVING! I am so thrill, cause which means i am going to pass out anytime soon!! yeah yeah yeah! Speculating that we will be going to have POP instead of POC! GOsh.. if that's the case, i will be even more busy with it.. cause before one month of the POP, everyday we have to MARCH, MARCH, MARCH! that's crazy! I hate marching to a core, seriously!

But no choice, the choice i have made force me to do so, so i have no choice to comply. Next week schedule will be even more pack, we will be in the express stream in order to pass out this year!.. *gasp*.. Will have night lessons again.. -.-''

Which that's tell me, less sleep work more.. Driving estimating starting by 2 weeks later.. -.-'' STRESS! Well, i will try my best to get it done with and PASS OUT!

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I was so surprised that one of my squad mate came and pour his feelings to me and my gal friend. Even though, both of our families known each other but we hardly talk to each other regarding personal matters. Mostly we joke and teasing each other during training as well, cause both our parents are friends.. so more or less we can make fun of each other. He was also the one when i am sad, he came to console me to talk me out.

He's a person with no biases to anyone and will not doubt any person even that person is been speak ill by others. i admire his character.. But surely not my cup of tea.. haha! Back to topic, i didn't see him feel so sad before, all along i know him as a chirpy, jovial person.. sudden sadness from him was a surprise to me.

He told that his relationship which hurts him alot, and which reminds me mine as well..

I understand how does it feels when someone is been severely neglected, and always been told that the other parties is not free and etc.. It's almost the same!

Than we slowly talk, initally he thought that i don't understand, after which i told him mine he was shocked that we been through the same thing! just that i am a gal, he is a guy.. -.-''

I slowly console him and he turns much better and so on.. And he told me some other stuff what he feels about the squad. He also told me what's went wrong and etc.. As well, now he know what has happened to me, and he is also willingly to help me too..

After that talk, both of us was like a relief and my gal friend was relieved too, cause we didn't know someone would share the same thoughts as us. Just that we don't say it out.. gees!

Today happened another incident, i was so mad pissed with THAT BITCH! My friend was injured and hitted her head on the field. Me and my buddy quickly attended to her, THAT BITCH was saying that the ground was so soft how could she injured that bad! I was so furious about it!

Seriously, HER BRAIN just want to say "she's chao keng"! She just presumed that i don't understand what's she mean. I just stared at her and she went off.. I was wondering instead of helping, you are here saying such things, what would you feel if i do the same to you?

What's more, after i helped her and my buddy bring her back to barrack.. After my breakfast, my gal friend told me that the BITCH and the gang talked about my friend who was injured. I was so so FURIOUS...

If i wasn't in a disciplinary unit, for sure i will scold whatever vulgarities to her and SCREAM AT MY TOP OF MY VOICE! i cannot imgaine such unpassionate person is in the squad!

I tell myself one more time i am going to her this i will confront her and ask her what's problem with her.. seriously she needs to see PPSD..! and i wonder how she pass her psychology test at the first place. SHE IS SUCH A IRRITATING BITCH..!

I dislike her for saying things were so untrue and PRESUME things which is not the facts! She loves gossiping things which is so untrue.. if she dislike you, she will keep condemn you!

Imagine, in the test I WAS WITH THE SAME GROUP WITH HER, but i tolerate and i even try to help her in her reporting. She is a future superivor, she is so scare of reporting and talking.. that what's the point for you to KEEP BITCHING ABOUT OTHERS to other people.

When i am trying to help her, she just throw her temper by saying " nah, you so good, you do la!"

some more in front of the instructor. The instructor got pissed off, and told her "I want you to do" she kept quiet and do. I wanted to laugh inside, and instructor tell us not to help her, let her do herself. Than she started to panic again..

This time i help her randomly and the rest know i have gave up.. the rest still trys to help, but nothing went in her ear.. in the end, we lost one mark to full marks! -.-'''

Can't be bothered anymore.. hahas! Going to knock off to my bed soon.. TATA!