Hmm.. Been wondering some certain issues that have never occured before, however it's occured in my mind recently.. or i would say it's been in my sub-concious but it so-called "re-surface" to my mind.

Been recalling about the past that has happened to me, suddenly all emo-ness comes to me.. perhaps due to recent rest, those issues that i have never think of, suddenly all float in my mind plus some incidents happened. Simply to say, i doesn't know how to deal with, it's like everything been telling me that somewhere is wrong. Need to do some things on it..!

Yesterday, went out with a friend and talk to him regards the issues, he said that i need to calm myself. He understands that i have so much pressure, so much things to take care of.. He also knows that it's not easy to cope with things..

I also hope to travel overseas to make myself better, but currently leaves are all been blocked, and have to stay in Singapore! That's even make me unbearable..!

Any idea to make myself better? hope someone, can give me a better idea! Go for a spa? or a one-day getaway to somewhere in Singapore with no ones know where i will be? - Argh! what should i do??