Well.. busy busy is all in my mind. On course for the past one week, and it's cohoresive with many agencies. It's fun to know more ppl, and get to know what they do in their own agencies.

But however, i still like to resume my basic course as i don't want any further delay. I was expected to graduate this year end, but it's seem that it may be delayed to next jan. Argh! Too many events happening in this year which lots of deployment been made by the management. But nevertheless, we have to listen to it and to do it that's of course.

hmm.. many things been floating in my mind recently.. i have tons of things to do and to clear. As well, some other issues been running in my mind too.. It's so hard for me to juggle so many things at one goal. Really feeling tired. I teared countless times but..

Sometime, i just hope more understanding and compromise could be given, but am i asking too much? well, i don't know. Maybe i am too tired in this course. haha..

Many times i have been asking myself whether was it a right decision to hang it on there. Many times, i feel that i want give up. But there's always ppl encouraging me to go further and don't give up easily. I am hanging on there..

Ok, i have great awesome news to announce it.. I failed my IPPT BUT... i passed my 2.4km run at the time of 16.11 mins.. It never happen to me before. I never know that i can run that fast and it's a great improvement according to my instructor. He was shocked that i could run at this timing. So i am going to buck up more to run even faster.

And, why i still fail my IPPT simply was a misundestanding between me and my instructor. He told me that i have passed my shuttle run but however, i have a feeling that i failed by 0.2 secs. However, i still listen to him and didn't re-attempt the shuttle run. When the results are out both me and my instructor was shocked! I can sense a gulit from him, so i didn't make much comment. It's been so hard for him to take care so many students and many of them are ladies. He still encourage me no matter what. And, he give me even more encouragement and believe in me that i can do it for the next round, which will happen within this month before the deployment. I am praying hard that this coming round i can get a pass or at least a sliver!!! haha..

oh.. i also found a lovely boy called Declan Galbraith who sang such nice songs like "Tears in the heaven" i was shaken by his voice! Here is the video of him singing "Tears in the heaven" :-

And there's another song by him it's "2007 Spring ZDF( Italian Tirol ) An Angel " i was so amaze by his singing.. made me falling love on him... lol.. here is another of his video..:-

Hope you guys enjoy!! =)