Oh great, i am back in blogging.. woohoo! I am excited and smell of freedom even though just for weekends, i doesn't mind. But however, my idiotic friends nearly caused us for not able to smell the freedom for weekends. I was so damn pissed! Told many times to comply the rule and regulation with been implement. Not me who want to enforce it, but it was set for us to follow and not for us to break any of the rules that been set by the mangement.

However things happened.. one of the friend who sleep the same room with me did the most fu**king things which is the most unforgivable. She wore so "sexy" out of the room and went to bath and what happen next is apparently one of the instructor walked pass and saw it. He was so pissed and "invited" the big shot. And our trouble kicks in..

Do you know, how horrify i am? As i am one of the IC even i am such a small fry in it but i am so horrified that the whole squad might get confinement while others still taking for granted..!

When the moment, another of my room mate told me what has happened, my mind keep flooding with thoughts of what's going to happen next, and guess what.. It really happened... I heard the announcement saying that our whole squad need to get down and next is all the scolding and screaming comes in... It's already all expected...!

I was blaming myself for not been more firm to that lady and to tell her off.. If i am more firm to her maybe things could be prevent??

Next is big shot also mentioned that our 2 rooms was super noisy and i was thinking, my room always sleeps early and didn't make much noise.. But we been putted into blame, and i was wondering was it the other room. As i recalled, there's one night the room was particular so noisy...

When the big shot asked us, if we know which room raise up our hands to tell him.. but none of us would want to put our friends into trouble.. And, so-called tell us if any such things going to happen again.. we were to stay in during weekends..! That's even make us more pissed with it..

So after much, we went back, some was crying, some were angry which this includes me.. Than, they asked for conference and "that" room confessed was their room been so noisy and that culprit also apologize. To be honest, i agree to one of our lesson to seek for forgiveness is difficult. Yes, i couldn't put down whatsoever has happened.. Moreover, things been told many times and yet none of them has put it to heart and landed us into such troubles.

I am mad that one of them didn't do her part by reminding them, if she could put alittle effort things maybe different. I am not blaming her or what, just want everyone in the team to put effort to remind each other. And, importantly takes things seriously when needed.

Always thinks for the rest not urself. If u keep thinking for urself and left the rest into trouble none of us will forgive. By than, it will be too late...!

I also dislike ppl, just using their mouth to talk rather than work on it.. which happens so many times even now.. they thinks we owns them and wanna to be the hero.. but they nv thought of with this attitude it will kill many of us or irritate many of the ppl, which includes me! Well, you guys know my temper very well.. i don't like ppl just talk without working on it. Even me, i ask ppl to do things, but i still do what i need to do with them without letting feel that i am the person who only know how to ask ppl to do..

Oh well, i can't expect too much either just hope they realise their mistake and change to a better person..

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Today something horrify me, and i tot i will die of it..

Suddenly i feel chill and shiver in the morning, despite my knee pain i tried to run for awhile but invaild.. i make an u-turn to my house and i feel super lethagic.. when dearie came to my huse it eventually got even worse..

Dearie sent me to clinic first as i getting more pale.. than upon reaching clinic waiting for my turn, i start to feel even more weird.. my chest turn tight.. can't breathe through nose.. and started wheezing!!!

Dearie went in to check my turn, just nice it was my turn but my condition got even worse and my hand was numb and my lips were numb too..than the doctor in the clinic got scared as i was crying and can't breathe..

The doctor immediately served me Neb ventolin after, i feel much better but still unwell.. they gave me medication but i still feel wasn't right.. when to eat some food b4 consuming my medication.. i nearly puked!

Dearie quickly sent me to hospital for better examination, upon reaching the hospital everything happen so fast.. After screening, my temperature went up instead of down and my respiration wasn't that good, so the nurses gave me another round to neb ventolin..

The doctor ordered urine test, x-ray, blood test and drip.. what's got me to the worse next is the plug on my hand for the drip.. he inserted on my right hand which my veins were so pathetic small and it's so painful on movement and on drip..

I bear the pain for 2 hours or so before discharging from hospital.. when they remove it, it was so pain too!!! i didn't have so much pain in the past with drip.. this was the first time i feel it.. oh god! how wish that i wasn't there..! it's a torture to me..!

Afer discharging, dearie bring me to eat some food and some entertainment as i feel a little better to move around despite of the knee pain. Perhaps maybe due to my unknowningly i am sick which affects my knee too..? but whatever, my knee still alittle pain but not as pain as the other day.. So after much we head back home and rest..

Now is my turn to sleep as it is late now.. bye..=)