Hmm.. i think some of you might be thinking what i am working at this very moment...

Tentatively, i am back to nursing and currently accepted a Individual case of a cancer patient. And, i will need to nurse her for 12 hours for the weekends, as well i need to work during the weekdays in SNEC. I'm going to faint.. But if my main plan has the confirmation date, i will stop working and proceed the plan.

Today my tummy is freaking pain, nearly teared in my patient house. But i still bear the pain to work, and thankfully my patient is easy to nurse. She'll help herself abit and she doesn't want to feel useless, so i will let her do whatever she still can do and just make sure she is fine.

Most of the time, she is sleeping as after since her chaemotherapy she's feeling tired. So, i'm able to rest when she's sleeping. Her family doesn't mind me to rest since their mum is resting. So least the pain is not that intense.

I'm pretty worried about tomorrow assignment, however i have rejected tomorrow's assignment as the doctor thinks that my condition doesn't allow me to work. If i were to work, there's potiential that i might faint. Unless is light duty, which maybe taking care individual case might be considerable. So i decided to rest for the moment.

As well, today my patient daughter was saying that how come the nurse kept changing. I told her that i will be more in the weekends rather than the weekdays. However, tml is another nurse and she needs to re-orientate the new nurse and the patient has to re-recognise herself to another nurse. So i suggested, if she's happy with anyone of us, she could request us to stay put as the regular one's. She seems alright to what i have proposed. And, checked whether am i able to do that. I say not a problem, but however she'll still needs to further discuss with my in-charge. If he's agreeable, than every mon-fri i will station and sat-sun will be another one. So it'll be definitely be easy for them.

So i shall see whether i shall nurse them or continues with my hospital assignment...

Now, it's time for me to rest, feeling very tired after the injection on my butt... lol.. night..!