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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
blogging in my workplace.. cause i really need to vent out my feelings before i gets crazy.. Today i was telling dearie about something, regards to someone who has hurted me badly. And i told him my feelings..... he gave me replies like were very cold?? as if i am at fault..? i wasn't sure.. just wanna to say it out as he told me that if anything just let him know.. but he was like saying:
"forget what i say, what i did and helped you"
My heart shattered into pieces when i saw the sms.. i know i am weak in some sense, i just need some encouragement words rather than such disappointing sentence from you. It's hurts me..!
I know i am dumb, i know i am hot-tempered, does i deserve that..? what i need from you is understanding.. but think you have given me..??
And, the next reply from you was:
"i have done my part, finish"
That's even make my heart even more pain.. Than more replies were:
"i think i am tired, i need to rest"
So what's that means? i don't dare to intepret or misunderstand what you've said. Cause, it's enough of the misunderstanding we had.
I am crying but no ones know.. my eyes were red, my heart is broken.. i am tired also.. who should i do? I don't dare to think more.. just that i need an answer.. perhaps.. i am confsued.. don't want to think.. i am not feeling well.. perhaps..
Well.. let pray for the better..