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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Just came back from JB with dearie, went to watch movie and shopping for this week as we have a tense week for the both of us, as we quarrelled too frequently.Today dearie told me that i should i not monitor his smoking habits, i was shocked when the moment he told me. I was like... don't wish to talk again.. deep down in my heart i was tearing, i wasn't want to control him or whatever, is for his own good.
I also didn't really control much either.. but somehow its not that way to him..
Tearing again now....
He asked me, do i want to have dinner, i don't have any appitite.. not because of his words.. is because i really don't have appitite.. maybe sleep too much, been sleeping in the MRT..
he went to buy bread, but i walked away from his sight, and when to a place to hide.. wanted to tear there.. I really don't know what to do anymore, seriously i am lost already.. I want a better but...
Am i really a bad girlfriend, or what..?? He does mean to me something, or not i won't take his words seriously.
I think i should not control him anymore, let him smoke whatever he wants and stay away from it.. >.<