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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
today i was in the pain, so couldn't go to work.. and i suppose to meet my friends for some discussion.i thinking after seeing doctor to go and look for them, so called dearie boy that i will go down if allows, he keep insisting to ask me to go and see doctor.. so i went..
The doctor told me in due that i hurt my knee bone, that's why the burise and swells came 2 days later... he advise me not to stand too much doesn't mean don't walk at all..
After seeing doctor, i rang boy up and told him that i can go, as long not standing too long, at first he let me go..
when i almost reached home, he told me to stay at home, i told him i don't like to stay at home alone b4 (seems he forgot). i told him i want to go, and since just now he let me go and now.. he say cannot...
so i stay at home sms my friends that i am not going.. after which he called me again tell me if he couldn't stop me i can take cab to meet them.. i crying sliently.. at first can, than no.. now ask if want, take cab.. what's sia!! than he say is he too controlling?? i say no, in my heart telling myself i don't like when one say can and another time cannot..
which got me real upset.. really upset.. i am still crying now.. don't know who to talk too.. feels trouble..
i understand his intention, when my mind switch that i can go, than after that disappoint me, when i am disappointted, you say if can't stop me than ask me to took cab.. this is what i am upset lo.. i am troublely upset now!!