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Friday, May 15, 2009
Haiz.. been tired out easily recently, and mood swings as usual, when i will be out from agony? been trying to come out but i been push away. why why why?Been asking myself, what i have done wrong to let me see all those things, which i dislike it? Why i need to be the bad person? I know things i done wasn't wrong and i stand strong to the decision that i have made. But.. what's going wrong with me? am i mad or even crazy?
Not sure.. nvm, let the wounds heal itself. Yesterday went to me dear boy, poor him been screwed by me, cause he asked too many question, while my feet is damn painful.. -.- so sorry!
He nv throws his temper, but just kept quiet.. sounds familiar? this is what he did to me last time while he throw his temper and i was the one who keep quiet.. now is his turn.. both of us takes turn to have menopause.. lol..
after thinking, we went to sheng shiong (which i bathed, and put my 2 weeks clothing for a bath.. lol) to have our dinner cum gorocesies shoppings.. sounds like we are married? LOL.. boy been thinking.. (i think so..) i took my sabah fish with spicy chicken hotplate set while he took some reddish indian cruisen..
after we had that, we went to sheng shiong to have some shopping, but quite a number of it.. as my house desperate need to get those, food or whatever essential to me.. to boy he thinks we bought lots of junks.. i explained to him and he understand that to me is essential, AS I AM STAYING ALONE!!
once i reached home, he left and i hang my clothes, do some cleaning and throw away some unwanted stuffs. after which i sat down change my clothes to night wear and surf net and than slept at 2am! gosh! getting more late.. -.- let boy know he gonna to nag me like shit.. -.-
**my health recently getting real down to a state that it may........... anyway, i will still live with my live if possible get marry soon.. my sister getting married soon this mth.. oh my... busy busy busy.