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Friday, May 1, 2009
haiz..another 2 days cant blog..WTF!! my owner been on and off the network which got me real piss this time, whats make me even more piss that my fucking ex employer deduct my pay to 300 dollars!! OMG!! i been serving the one month notice yet i been paid for 300!! WTH!i didnt take that much leave or whatever, and is my right to take leave. That sickening boss of mine really damn rocks to deduct my pay! what the hell.. spoken to boy, he advise me to lodge MOM for that, but coming to that MOM will take a long time to take on the matter, that boy says no and we have a heat urgement on that..
When he sent me back home, he was so guilty to urge with me with this, and he told me what he thinks, and i also explained the way how MOM worked. He also says he knows also, and says they will take faster action. But when i go home, i realise i forgot to tell him, my this ex company is a non-profit organisation so they might take even longer? anyway, now my main problem is to solve my rental. I am trying all sorts of matter to get money on hand. Nvm, i have explained to my owner she is understanding and willing to gv me some time to solve it.
Soon problem going to resolve, wont let this to hinder my life.. hmm.. today went to work as usual and busy as usual, lots of things to clear.. and lots of things to handle, today talk to a client make me super boil blood.. keep insisting her ways, i need her to come down the law firm to affrimed statements, and at the same time to clear her doubts and ulities the lawyer to ask questions, seems like to msg doesnt go through in her mind. Instead of that she insist me to send her all the documents which she already has a set of it!! OMG! than i so pissed to call my workshop client and tells him the matter, and he says will talks to the husband and solve the issue..
In the end, the matter still comes back to me, and i need to service his client, OMG! do i look like mess cleaner? all thanks to my ex colleague, who did not clearly explained to the clients what are they suppose to do and tell them what are they coming down for.. make me clear the mess he created. After a long discussion and repeat myself, AT LAST, she gets my point and says she is willing to come down to see the lawyer.. OMG!! MY THROAT DAMN PAIN!
i think i been talking to her from 4pm to 6pm? WTF! jam my work! after work, i went to look for desmond and boy, boy says he will go to dream huse alone as he needs to OT, i say fine..
when met desmond we decided to have dinner since boy going to dream huse first.. and i am not sure what he wants to do next.. i better dont decide my own, wanted to sms him to tell him. But i forgetten abt it. In the end, he got mad cause i didnt tell him that i am eating my dinner with desmond.
Than he told me that he is a dream huse, and waiting for me near her block so me and desmond when to the block to meet him up, instead of that i didnt get to see him, and keep asking where he is but no conclude answer from him, he was abit raising his voice and sounds pek chek with me liao.. than i keep my mouth shut to loiter around and look for him. Till i cant take it, i called him and checked where is he, he told me he already at dream huse -.- WTF! make me so worried in the end he is at dream huse..
came into the huse, he looks not happy, as usual i keep quiet and play with the doggy.. after talking to dream parent we know what she expected and we told them what our organsiation is, what we do, she understands from it. She also wish that i could help her to monitor dream as she is very wild.. i told her i did talk to her, and slowly she is changing her attitude, but need time to change, she quite happy that some one is helping her to look out her daughter, can sense that she dotes her alot.
I also told her that if during penang trip she did not stick with us, we are not going to responsible for that, as she needs to discipline herself to stick with us, her mum gets my point.
After parent session, we headed back home, during waiting for bus, i was asking boy to stand away. Before i can make my sentence clear he raise his voice to me, at that moment i freaking furious.. i totally ignore what people talking to me, and pretend i didnt see anyone and just walk.
i think they know i am mad with something, but the person who make me angry now whats happening. i purely dont want to listen to anything and play my psp.. than coming the destination i still refused to open my mouth till desmond talking to me.. than when he go home, i went to toilet and cry, as this is not the first time he suddenly raise up his voice..
than come out, i walk like a zombie with no soul, suddenly i recall that he was not with me so i stopped.. than he came i continue walked.. he keep walking behind me, than when coming to traffic lights than he come beside me..
after which he holds me to aside and wanted to talk to me, as he wanted we stand one side and have a few words, and he realise his mistake.. and want me to forgive him.. i was crying by than.. than he was pretty shocked than my tears just drop down..
After cooling me down we continue to walk back home.. and he was talking abt his work, i listens till a point to some place he mention abt his ex which my blood boils again, than my pressure shoot sky high, and i almost black out.. shit! he also realise and hold me but i refuse to let him hold my hand.. he keep holding me, till walking towards my block, i nearly cannot take it and nearly faint. I told myself i cannot afford to collaspe now, i need to bear with it, in the end, thanks god! my prayer works.. and safely reached home, and i told him let the rest to talk tml. tonight let me rest.
He agrees and left home, as usual i asked him to sms once reached home, least i am sure that he is at home.. than saw him msn, so chat a few words, and got to know he cried. And he fully understand whats went wrong, and afraid to lose me and etc.. i reassure him, and comfort him.. and he eventually gots better and told him what things to do or not to do.. he needs to learn, cant practically take thing for granted. In the past, i can tolerate and i already warned him serveral times, he didnt gets it. Hope this time he learn his mistake. And change for the good.