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what a day..
Friday, January 16, 2009
Today so bored... my manager not around overseas, he only could be back by Monday. Need to ask him for my leave. Wanted to go to visit my dad on the Friday so long never go and pray him le. Kinda miss him.Want to talk to him, and tell him things happening on me.. Used to sorrow my grievance to him anything will talk to him and ask him advise.. now cant he is gone.. =( very sad.
Now without him my life turns up side down, bad relationship, harassement, been hurt by mum and etc.. is enough for me to end my life, don't want to see such misreable life. But i didnt cause i know my dad and god wont let me leave just like this.. i need to overcome the obstacle.
Yesterday morning, i nearly been bang down by cars.. i remember didnt see any cars right in front of me or far away, but it just happen like this.. While trying to cross over to the other side, i looked right and left make sure first lane no incoming cars.. so i smoothly walk to the first lane, than there is one van behind me waiting to turn out. I attempt to cross to the second lane things happen, there is one car suddenly come out from no where come in i was shocked.. !!
I cant move my legs, luckily the cars stopped in time.. it was a close shave.. its only left not even 1 inch of space its about to touch my leg..!! gosh!! the driver came down and apologise that he didnt saw me cause the view been blocked by the van beside me!! i was like... dont know how to explain.. i say nvm i am not hurt or what ever..
After that i remember that was been told that need to be careful crossing the roads not to be anxious or rushing.. (advise given by the medium) i was utterly speechless..
Been dreaming of having car accident and went into coma lots of time recently. This is a close one.. i know the big obstacle is coming on the way.. I have to be well prepared on this.