Oh well, finally things are getting more settle down.. Grandmother's wake has over and left are the prayers. I would like to thanks to my colleagues who have been so patient with me and yes, my friends. They have been sending me msges and I do appreciate it.. seriously!

Work is doing great, however I am still learning even though I am already in the force for almost 2 years. It's like so fast.. everything seems to be like just happen.. LOL..

Some updates from my side, I have been training up as my next financial year IPPT coming and therefore, I decided to join dragonboat and more marathons. So before the dragonboat training starts I went for swimming which I have stopped for a year. Due to pneumonia I had one year ago as such, I stopped and then, my stamina went down. Even though, i still can run long distance but my timing seems to be not improving. So, I take up swimming again as this will let my stamina go better.

This few days been swimming. and swimming does relax me abit and bring all my troubles away. Yesterday, as usual I went swimming and this time I swam for 2 hours instead of normal one hour. Maybe, this few days combine with swimming and running my stamina does improve. Hence, I can swim longer.. I swim till not much people in the pool and the lifeguard was worried for me as I don't swim straight and a few times I have to stop in the middle of the pool. As I feel sudden tired..

So, one of the lifeguard came to me and tell me I should stop as he worries that I may just drown. So I heed his advise and stop.. And, I didn't realised that I had SUNBURN! OMG! my scalp, hands, body are all sunburn! It's really pain when the water touch to my skin.. SOB..

But still, it wouldn't stop me to swim.. After I bath, I went for a walk and intend to eat before going home as I am so hungry after the swim. While walking around. there's a boy who is like secondary school came to me and asked me for number. Even worse, he was smiling.. I was thinking I am so old and he wants my number.. what's up to his mind. So I just walk off without replying.

Then, I head to food court and I found this lovely place namely, "Pinch a salt" which is soo cute and the food was nice and cheap. I have took some photos, here are the photos that I have took:

The pasta that I've ordered and total cost with the drink is $7.70!!

If interested the location is at:

(Once you get down to the escalator, the small "cafe" is at a corner with one traditional eatery)

So after eating I went back and first thing my sister screams and said that I looked so tanned and I am a 100% Malay now! -______________-"'

I was -____-" and then, I asked my maid to get my some cream that I bought it few months ago in the fridge. And, it does make my skin better without much pain.. Now my skin is better but still have some pain on the back. As my back most of the time facing up as I was swimming frog style.. FML.. I have to tolerate few more days before it recovers.. LMAO.. Got to rest now.. I am so tired..! =P

Feel so bad for not been updating my blog. Been busy and partially I am lazy in updating as many things been happening. Nothing happen good for me. I was admitted to hospital during Christmas Eve and realized that my health is going downhill even I am doing exercising. But I am going for follow up. I am not going to say what I am having until further test has been done.

Then, I was been told that my grandmother was not feeling well and been travelling up and down to hospital. And, those who have my FB should know. As well, should know that my grandmother just passed away. It was heat breaking and recalled the days with her and the things she said really break my heart.

Till now, I am still coping with it. To date, I've yet really cry as I do not wish anyone to worry for me. Especially, my family..

No matter what, I will still try to cope whatsoever coming to me.. During the funeral, I was not really in good mood as my relatives really provoked me to the extend that I cried. As many things they are unaware of and tries to act as though they know me well. I dislike this kind of things. But however, I still try not to scold them or even raise up my voice. But I did show my unhappiness. Also, in the funeral I got closer with my younger cousins and get to play with them. It's make my mood slighter better. With them around does make my day...

However, I still can't get along with my second younger sister. She at times, she's really a pest who irritate you to a max. And, the way she talks to me is totally unacceptable to me. She wants people to help her but she don't help you unless there she gets something. Which irks me alot..! Also the way she show also make me piss off..

Well, I don't want to bother her anymore. I shall let her go and suffer until she realize what's right or wrong...

Hmm.. I am so tired to type further as these few days I have been driving up and down and almost got a few times of accident. Ok, I shall go and rest and tmr I have work to do.. byee.. that's all for now..!

I am now in a mix feelings.. I've a friend who just had relationship issue with his gf then suddenly mentioned things that which scares me a lot. It relates me to my previous relationship, which my ex put me into difficult position. And, no doubt how bad was it I still standby him. When everything goes sour and lead to break up which still fresh in mind.

Many has asked me when am i getting a bf? My answer is "Let nature take it's course" but I know there are people want to know me. But it's just stop me from doing it..

My heart hurts a lot.. a lot.. It's like never ending pain in me. When people confess or hinting me, I go backwards. I am scare, I am really scare.. Many things happened to me, which still fresh in my mind. Many times, I teared unknowingly even one time, I was working and my colleague played songs which really reminds me about what happened in the past. Which caused me nearly teared.

Sorrows whereby I doesn't know whom should I tell to.. I tried to forget but I simply can't.. One of my lovely colleague tell me to relax, I am trying, I am trying really hard.

Due to what had happened, It's make me hard to believe. I doubt a lot.. seriously! To a extend that I cannot believe anyone. Answer is just so simple, I scare of been hurt again. I can't afford to get hurt anymore. Really..

I lost a lot of things.. It's hard for me to stand from where I fall.. It took me long time to stand and I am still trying. No matter, how I try to smile to people or make people laugh but inner me is not that happy. Making people happy rather than let them know I am actually not. I am not a person who is strong. I am a fragile person like a glass. When it breaks no matter how I mend it will be a wound/scar in me. The pain in there never goes away.. I'm still feeling pain..

Few days back before heading to Halloween event, I've met up with my friend who long years staying in Aussie. We have made an agreement to come out for photography session and yes, we made it!

We decided to meet up at City Hall, as it will be easier for us to travel to ACM. I also intended to meet up with Ying Zi, dream. But she was not free on that day.. =(

We head to Funan the IT mall first, as John wants to get his stuff first and then we head to Esplanade and along the way we took some photos. *PS. I'm using Canon 550D, kit lens 18mm-55mm*

He also taught me a few tricks on taking photos which makes the whole photos looks much nicer. He also explained to me about lens and what kind of lens will produce what kind of effects. Which I really learned a lot.. I also used a few tricks and here are some photos taken under his guidance..

After taking a few photos, the bad things happened was the rain came!! Luckily, nearby there is a bridge where we can shelter. But nevertheless, we still managed to continue to take photos even the rains pouring..

We also see people skating and it's seem fun, and we started to take photos on them too..

After the rain, we managed to take even more photos and here are the photos that I've took and under john advise..

My shifu!! John.. LOL!

After which, we slowly head to ACM as we discovered that it's about time. While walking, both of us discovered the contrast of the sky was good to take photos and john taught me about back light. And the photos turn out to be ...... SUPERB! simply love it!!

Nice right?? I seriously fall in love with all this effect.. Also after the event was over, John also used his speedlite (which is a external flash for DSLR and it's manually you need to adjust the brightness urself) to create back light effect and asked me to edit the photos to make the effect even more..NICE! Here is the edited photo:

Here is also the unedited photo which I like the 3D effect!!

And, after the event both of us head home. I really enjoyed the day with John aka Shifu. It's great to learn so much things from him, he knows a lot of photography and I would to thank him for guiding me! We shall meet again ya!! Love even more with photography~ That's all folks!

SPI once again have seminar with OPSRI! And this is the second time we have the same seminar due to good feedbacks from members who have joined previously.. Once again , we would like you to join us in our "Exorcism VS Possession" come and register to "register@spi.com.sg" now!! Seat are limited!!

Currently, we have less than 10 seats left.. Hurry if you are interested!!

Some days back we had Halloween night which I've advertised on my blog previously.. And we were well-received! Can't imagine we can have so much crowd!..

Well of course, we were delighted to see them here to participate the event. Moreover, It's free entry! I will post some photos to let you guys enjoy!! *Only limited photos will be posted here, for more you may interest to view from SPI facebook"

For more photos you can review from our SPI facebook and if you are interested to know about our events or any updates you are welcome too!!~

I also would like to take the opportunity to thank all who had turn up for the event and also to all cos player from SPI.. You guys done a great job!~

You guys should know Halloween is coming right??!! As an SPI Agent, I would like to invite you to 2 events which upcoming. Firstly, is our one our partners having their event on the 21 Oct 2011 to 2 Nov 2011, at SCAPE!!

SPI in support of the Musuem of Horrors! $20 cash retail voucher each with every ticket purchased. Just mention SPI at the purchasing counter at SCAPE only!

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Here is the new update poster for this event.. Come join us, FREE ADMISSION!

We warmly welcome everyone to join the both mentioned events.. For more details, join our SPI facebook!! See you guys there! =)